Week Four: Struggling

Number: 255...still.

At least I am not putting weight back on. It is quiet obvious to me the weight will not come off without exercise. I need to find time, and the motivation to go after a long day.

I have to get up between 4:30 and 5 Am to get myself and Maddie ready. I have to leave the house between 5:45 and 6 depending on who is watching her. I have to be at work by 7 and work until 4 or 6 depending on who is watching Madelynn. I don't get home until 7 or 7:30 then I have to cook dinner and get her ready for bed. I am pretty tired when all is said and done.

I have tried, unsuccessfully, to get up at 4 to get to the gym. I try to go after work on my way to pick up Maddie, which only works if certain people are watching her.

I know I am to blame for not getting my act together. I should be down at least five more pounds by now.

I need to come up with a solution soon so that I may reach my goal.

Week Three

Monday
Breakfast
Cereal Bar 180
Lunch
Chef Salad 492
Dinner
Whole Wheat Bread 240
Reduced Fat Hot Dogs 180
Mac and Cheese 300
Low Fat Miracle Whip 20
Relish 20

Total: 1432

35 minutes on the elliptical: 567

Week Three Numbers

Still at 255. Didn't do anything this week except watching my diet, which clearly doesn't work without exercise.

I need to find the energy to go to the gym. My day starts at 4:30, and ends around 6:30. I either need to get up an extra 45 minutes early and just get it over with, or find the motivation to go after 14 hours of work and baby.