Seriously...

I have gained 13 pounds since stopping HcG.  It's not really a lifestyle change if I continue to eat Del Taco on occasion or have cheese on everything...

It was nice to have such a quick weight loss with the hormone, but now it's back, and I am struggling with what my next step will be. 

At times I think I should just let it be, but honestly, I hate myself.  I can't stand to look in the mirror.  I don't want my husband touching me.  I hate getting dressed in the morning.  While my clothes still appear to fit the same, I still hate everything I wear.

I think I have come to the conclusion that quick weight loss isn't the answer.  Slow and steady is the way to go.  Its easy to sit here and type that out, but to actually do it...

I realize I have to give up my morning Starbucks visit, that's 160 calories in one latte.  I need to start cooking dinner, and not just stopping by Del Taco on my way home because it's easy.  I can live without cheese.

So here's the hard numbers once again:
Current weight: 241
Caloric Intake Goal: 1400
Exercise Goal: Couch to 5K four times a week

Here I go again...

The Battle Continues

Now that life has gotten a little more hectic, the 500 calories a day for the HcG plan is proving not enough.    I am starting Weight Watchers today. 

I maintained my weight (for the most part) after I was through with the first course of HcG, but now it's time to start losing again.